Britney Spears Might Not Perform Again, Says “I’m Pretty Traumatized”

The conservatorship really took its toll on Britney Spears. At the moment, Britney is really trying all she can to let it all off her chest, and on top of that, she’s also having issues with her children, I mean, where did it come from the most? It’s true that Britney has since been freed from her conservatorship but, she is still struggling to heal from everything she experienced from her family, especially during her conservatorship.

It’s not news that Britney has always blamed her family for messing her life up with the conservatorship, especially her dad who was her conservator. I mean, girl has always been vocal about it because as it stands right now, Britney has passed the point of caring about how her actions makes her family feel. Britney has also talked about her routines as a musician was for her during her conservatorship and how her opinions weren’t ever taken, well, one will think that after her win and freedom she would actually be able to explore her musical career the way she wants, unfortunately, that’s currently not the case here.

Britney Spears — Britney’s Reason For Possible Cancellation Of Future Performances

Irrespective of Britney’s collaboration with Elton John in the remaking of “Tiny Dancer” and how the music came out as top 10, Britney is not considering going back to performing on stage again and that is so sad. On Sunday, September 11, in a since deleted post on her Instagram, Britney poured out her heart on how she really felt while doing her music stuff during her conservative years.

Of course, Britney has been scarred for life, but she has always made it clear that she is traumatized by everything she went through in her family, the post reads; “I’m pretty traumatized for life and yes I’m pissed as f–k and no I probably won’t perform again just because I’m stubborn and I will make my point,” Britney also went on to talk about the videos and photo shoots for her music which weren’t shown to her one bit, and how it was only one song she liked most of the songs she performed during that period.

“I will be honest in the beginning 13 years of conservatorship like 8 videos I only like one – “Work Bitch” … the most offensive SO CALLED professional pictures on every tour, I mean they could have at least cheated and retouched them for me … just saying … 2 day shoots for new show in Vegas literally the worst ever … and me excited for the pictures for 5 months on tour … they never showed me any … I’d rather quit sh– in my pool and shoot photos of myself in studios over working with the most offensive people in my life.”

Britney Spears — Britney’s Conservative Bombshell Revelations

Last month, Sunday, August 28, Britney posted a video on her YouTube account explaining her side of the story about what she went through when she was in conservatorship. Britney explained that a lady brought the issue of the conservatorship to the family and her mom helped her dad implement it. She explained that at first, she didn’t understand what was going on because one morning her mom Lynne Spears told Britney that someone would be coming over to see her but in the next four hours, her house was filled to the brim with paparazzi taking pictures of her from the window of an ambulance.

According to Britney, that bright morning Britney’s two girlfriends that passed the night at her house including her mom’s best friend all held her down on a gurney while the paparazzi took pictures of her through the ambulance windows, and there was SWAT team at her house too, she explained that the whole thing was all confusing to her. Britney revealed that she was called fat every day for the whole of the 13 years which the conservatorship lasted, she was forced to go to therapy sessions and sit there for hours, forced to give out blood, forced to sit at the AA even though they know she wasn’t an alcoholic.

Britney also revealed that she works tirelessly like a robot, she stays hours doing rehearsals, the day she made a correction about a dancing step in the rehearsal she was published for that. Britney also revealed that she was forced to change her clothes in the presence of everybody.

“I was performing for thousands of people at night in Vegas, the rush of being a performer, and after the joy, the respect, I was shaking over 40 people hands a night before a show, training weekly, three sessions a week, AA meetings, therapy sessions… I was a machine. I was a fucking machine. Not even human almost. It was insane how hard I worked. And then one time I speak up and say ‘no’ in a rehearsal to a fucking dance move, they got pissed.”

Britney said her father Jamie Spears who was her conservator controlled her so much that she wasn’t allowed to hang out with friends after her performance like everybody. Britney said she was scared all through because her family could hurt her. She explained that it was a friend who (she kept anonymous) that introduced her to a lawyer who helped her get out of the conservatorship in July 2021.

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