Kim Kardashian recently got real about her need to find connection again after her chaotic Kanye West divorce. Even though she doesn’t want to rush into it, Kim knows that she won’t feel complete unless there’s a male presence in her life and in the life of her children. She also got candid about the fears that tell her she’s not worthy of any man’s love.
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Kim Kardashian On Her Moments Of Self-doubt: “Who’s Ever Gonna Wanna Date Me?”
Who could have guessed that Kim Kardashian would ever have self-doubt about not being worthy to receive someone’s love?
I mean, the girl has over two hundred million followers on Instagram that regularly shower her with praises about how awesome she is.
Of course there’s the occasional trolls, but they get drowned out in the voices of her adoring fans. Still, from time to time, even the reality star can’t keep the darkness from creeping in.
“I go back and forth in my feelings sometimes, like, who’s ever gonna wanna date me?” Kim said in a confessional on the third season of Hulu’s “The Kardashians”. “I have four kids, I’m in my 40s … like, Who’s gonna wanna deal with the drams?”
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However, she quickly shook it off, saying that the right man would want her, even if she’s old and comes with a package deal. “But my person is gonna be like, ‘F— all that. It’s gonna be hard, but we’re together and we’re gonna do this.’ So I’m just waiting for that person.”
This is coming after Kim opened up about her brief relationship with Pete Davidson and the abuse she endured from Kanye West after their divorce.
Kim Kardashian Says Kanye West’s “Shenanigans“ Will Prove More Damaging To Their Kids Than Any “Sex Tape”
Elsewhere in the episode, Kim Kardashian emotionally opened up to her mother, Kris Jenner, about how hard it was to keep it together through her ex-husband’s multiple online abuse.
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“Even through all of the craziness of everything that Kanye says about us, I never comment, I never post … we stay silent through all the lies,” Kim said. “Even how he looks so down on me for my [sex] tape, brings it up all over town, all over the media. Like, thanks for reminding people once again. All of his shenanigans is gonna be far more damaging to the kids one day than my tape will ever be and I have to sit here and not say anything, ever, because I know one day my kids will appreciate that.”
Despite All This, Kim Still Manages To Keep It Together For The Sake Of Their Children.
“I’m the one where s— could be going down and I get in the car, and every day, the kids want to blast dad’s music and I’m like, ‘He’s the best!’ I put it on and we’re singing along, and inside I’m dying because I will be his biggest cheerleader to them forever, and one day, when they can see for themselves, I’ll answer whatever they want me to. It’s a lot,” she said. “And the one that was supposed to protect me — and still does interviews saying they will be my forever protector — is the one that’s hurting me the most.”
She then emotionally added that she’s stuck “with this for the rest of my life.”
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