Meghan Markle Freaked Out About THIS When Auditioning For Rachel On Suits

Apparently, according to some reports Meghan Markle flipped out after her audition for a role on the hit TV series, “Suits.” The reason for Meghan’s dismay had to do with the fact that she was extremely hard on herself and believed that she’d thoroughly botched the audition. Of course, everyone knows that Meghan actually won the role of “Rachel” and became one of the main characters on the show.

This begs the question though, why was Meghan so hard on herself? Why did Meghan feel that she wasn’t good enough to land apart? Why did Meghan believe that there was simply no way that the casting director, etc. would look at her and give her apart as a series regular? The answer may lie in the fact that many actors and actresses like Meghan Markle have a supreme lack of self-confidence. That may seem hard to believe considering the extreme success some actors like Meghan have found, but it remains true.

Now, while some novice actors go into an audition and try simply to “wing it,” others like Meghan are assuredly more professional. Even professionals like Meghan, however, get anxiety from time to time. For example, Meghan might have tried reading something uplifting before she auditioned. Meghan might have done a lot of self-visualization. Meghan might have stood in front of a mirror for thirty minutes or more. While there, Meghan may have simply repeated affirmations … “Okay Meghan, you can do it. Meghan, you’re an amazing actress. Meghan, you’re beautiful, talented, and doggone it, producers love you!”

Even if Meghan had done all of those things, there is no guarantee that she wasn’t hit with anxiety as soon as she stepped in to read for a part on “Suits.” In fact, it’s clear that Meghan was plunged headfirst down an emotional roller coaster following that audition. If reports are correct, Meghan stated that she felt her audition was actually one of the worst she’d ever done!

This also begs the question: that if Meghan felt things were that bad, how did she work up the nerve to audition in the first place? Did Meghan get plenty of sleep the night before? What was affecting Meghan’s performance? Did Meghan have a stomachache? Did Meghan eat a bit of bad beef before heading into the audition? What?

Who knows, but most reports haven’t indicated why Meghan felt her “Suits” audition was one of her worst.
Of course, some detractors say that this “revelation” of Meghan’s, that she was just “so afraid” she’d blown her audition, is just another “Hey! Look at me!” moment for Ms. Markle. People are curious about the acting process and about Meghan Markle in general, and in an attempt to make herself more likable, “Look! I can be vulnerable!” she leaked the circumstances of her “Suits” audition.

Who cares whether Meghan was nervous following her audition. She won the part, and that’s the absolute bottom line for Meghan, is it not?

On the other hand, fans of Meghan Markle most assuredly disagree with that assessment. Actors the world over, just like Meghan Markle, have anecdotal stories that align with Ms. Markle’s experiences. In light of that, the vast majority would tell Meghan’s naysayers to seriously just cut the woman a break.